this is mine. mine. mine.

 that is all i have to say. took one picture already and its the best thing ever. i also have film for 100 pictures. Santa was good to me :) cant wait to use it at school.

merry christmas, happy new year

There are so many things....

i am thankful for. 
#1 on that list is my family. i've had a great break. not stressful or invasive, just shopping, and drinking and eating yummy food. no post-grad questions or chores, or anything non fun. 


#2 shopping. god i love it. so many great things to bring back. AKA a pair of AWESOME heels. like whoa i am in love. here's the shoe:

how fucking awesome are they? oh goodness. can't wait. 

#3 friends who like the same things.......matching feather rings anyone??

#4 german alcohol

#5 seeing all 3 movies on my list

#6 avoiding hw, success

#7 going back to school tomorrow

#8 shopping. better go to formal now, or a bitty will D-I-E. just saying. 

#9 anne hathaway has great tits, who knew from the princess diaries....hehe.

#10 baking. i did a lot of it, and it was great. too bad i cant do it more at school

i needed this break, and it was good to me. ready to be home with my illegal christmas lights :)

ps how i highlighted this post is beyond me and i can't fix it. annnnnoying.

Never Have I Ever...

been more excited for a next semester of schooling.

- no kinesiology courses that I don't want to take!

- no evening classes  (!!!)

never will i have to be in class when
it looks like this outside (:

- only one friday class. but its late-ish afternoon so i'll survive

- electives!! like anthropology of food and TWO P.E. classes with my best frans!

(laura this will be what we look like)

- NO LABS!!!

as you can see I am very excited. yay for awesome schedules. other than that things are ok. not believing how fast this semester is going, but super excited for the things coming up like:

its going to be an AWESOME next couple of weeks. woot woot

Mine.mine.MINE.

#5

its on my wrist. and its awesome
loooove

Happy birthday to me

here's what frkncngz.com has to say about my birthday:

ANNNNND

well said. here's to 22
 best yet? we'll see

Life Post- Facebook

is great. no really. i miss the occasionally stalking sesh. and i won't get obnoxious amounts of notifications on my birthday, but its all good. i'm freeeeeeeee

but caged up at the Indy airport for another 3 hours. NBD.

jk lem. thanks for taking me :)

just stubling and listening to some great tunes :
"Broken" by Seether feat. that biddy from Evanescence.
"Wavin' Flag"by K'naan
and soooo many others.
I know you're jealous.

can't wait for fall break. So much to do, so much to buy :)
like boots, and tights and leggings and fall things.

and then off to Houston to make some memories :)

miss Warne3 already. love you
sad day- we sad goodbye to the fort today :( it will be rebuilt, maybe sometime. 

Fall. Autumn. Post Summer. Pre Winter. Birthdays Month. Break.

There are no synonyms for Autumn, except harvest. Weird. But its here. and its HOT. like :

Yeah, that hot. so I want real fall weather to match the date please.
I want to do another picture post, but that seems like a cop out.

TO DO:
pumpkin cupcakes
more raquetball
soup
carve pumpkins
scavenge GoodWill and Senior Center more :)
play in the fort that is almost more awesome than this one:

love everyone
watch ABC Family's 13 days of Halloween
have a great birthday
go to texas and not go to jail bwahahaha. kidding. mostly.
and thats good.

Here's a final image for ya,

yeah thats right :)

Almost Cried

because StumbleUpon wasn't letting me log in. I am addicted and its all I wanted to do. luckily somehow i got around its stupid, incorrect message and was able to stumble

THANK GOODNESS

or i'd be cranky- like when i woke up from eye surgery to an annoying CareBear telling me it loved me in its hideously recorded voice. that cranky.

"i love you""i love you"

"i love you

you bitches are lucky.

Its a Sign...

I have seen ads for these magical feet holders allllll over the internets. they must become mine. soon. 

        Happy Birthday to Me?? :)

I want the red ones. and possibly a striped pair.

I want I want I want

how freaking adorable are these things? what would one have to do to procure them?

I WANT THIS FROG!!! 

one last thought

something to think about.

(coooooompletely different note, i've been listening to "Monster" and "Love the Way You Lie" on repeat for the last hour, here's to the start of my PUMP UP playlist...additions will be posted, no worries)

Picture's are worth 1000 words...

That means this post will for sure catch me up :)

well he's a rabbit:

best thing about this pic?

zooey. no doubt

jewelry from barbies?
i want the boooooooobies ^^

what do you see? ;)

^i love this idea. so

pretty and simple

emma watson is hoTT. double T, thats right.

so is this girl.

she almost looks dead.

this is tequila under a 'scope with some light. sick.

no words...

<-little godzilla haiku

what if this really happened??

<- i like

her style

i want this in warne3.

'nuff said.

she is stunning. look at those

colors (and her face). jeal.

Last First Day.

:'( senior year has started. but it has started off alright. its had its bumps already, but hoooopefully they will be smoothed out soon. I love Warne. and all of its space. Too much wall space, but the good people make up for it. so far so good on school work. sucks that everyone around me has Friday off, but I have tomorrow off? so it almost balances out.

Here's my 4 simple goals, bitch.

1. Cut only my bangs until Janurary 2011. at least

2. Stay in better contact with my sistah. we're really terrible at it and being the older one, I should set the example.

and thats all i have. so far so good though i think.

12 hour countdown

I...WILL...BE...HEADING...'HOME'...IN...12...HOURS. I cant even contain myself. I am ready to go to bed now and wake up and leave and move in and unpack and love all my roomies and that boy and DPU. I dont have the patience to write more. I know that I'll find the time when I have real things to do, but for now this will be it. love you all. bye! see you on the flip side!!!!

Part Dos

So i feel rejuvenated because i did not have to work on Monday. As was probably true with 95% of the work force. All because parents wanted to be parents and keep their children at home. (DO IT MORE PLEASE!!!) So here goes round 2:

Dear Kimmy, Sorry I get/got crazy at you. I love you so much and just want to see you moving on. But I'll stay out of it and support you and be on my best behavior. ** Dear Louis C.K., be funnier with your new show. ** Dear Chicago, get ready for me (and Kim), Laura I will miss you so much and Em I wish you were around more, guess that means I'll have to come back. But summer is almost over. CRAZY. but its not. almost over that is. Wow I am cracked out. ** Dear self, Try not to be so cranky at people, note: children do not equal people. ** Dear Trace-Face, thanks for your support and following, I LOVE IT. Dear Jersey Couture, I am addicted. You are so trashy and amazing. I cannot get enough. ** Dear cupcakes, I will learn to make you as well as those crazies on Cupcake Wars. I know I can do it. You just wait and see. **

annnnnnnnd i am out. i just want a Hawaiian vacay. maybe i could nanny for a family traveling there. if you know of anything, hit me uppppp :)

Oops I Did It Again...My B

sorry loyal readers. At least I sort-of-kind-of have an excuse. But not really. You all shall be rewarded some day. Ha.

Dear DearGirlsAboveMe, I really hope you are real because that would be awesome. and more funny than it already is so check it out. Dear BDC, its only been four weeks but I am tired of you. Even if I am getting paid, its getting to be not worth it. If only I had another job lined up. Dear iPhone, please get your battery issues worked out, cause you are the reason I breathe. Dear Extended Family, Thank you for peeing in our house not once but twice, although the second incident was someone not actually in the family. And thanks for puking not on the porch, smooth moves Justin's-Friend-Aaron. You're a baby but at least you can sorta handle it.

Dear Fireworks, we got along ok this holiday weekend. Sparklers you always have the biggest place in my heart, and this year we played with you and got some neat pics (see right). Who knew all the fun things you can do with sparklers? (I did).

This post is in no way complete, but someone has to make $$ in this house, so I'm off to counsel 7-8 for hours and hours. PS this job should be required for all high school students, its a pretty effective form of BC, if you ask me....

I'm Sorrrrrrry, Please Forgive Me :(

I know I know it's been forever and that is horrible of me, so here I go trying to make up for it, feeling oh so guilty.

Dear Chicago/Gremlin CrashPad, you were so fantastic I can't even handle it. How I wish I could come to you every weekend, but alas it cannot be. :):):) Dear Babies I had such a good time drinking, traveling, gingerman-ing, beaching, loving, decorating, furniture stealing: It was all a STL girl could ask for. :):):) Dear BDC (Ballwin Day Camp), Oh it is a love-hate relationship with you. Today was a love day, LaserTag all day, dominating lives, leaving at 3pm instead of 5pm or later. That helps A LOT. It will be a loooong summer, but it involves $$$, so I will make it. :):):) Dear Summer, thank you for a great day today. I got some nice color :):):) Dear Boyfriend's houseguest, please don't fuck my boyfriend, or vice versa. :):):) Dear Boyfriend, Thanks for your visit, we all had a marvelous time and you can come back anytime, including now. k thanks. :):):) Dear Shmemily-Emily, Thanks for you're phone call Tuesday....Oh wait. (Side note- Lem, 1/1 on our Sunday Funday Phone Dates!!! and KVal- love the spontaneous calls hehe) :):):) Dear Kimmy's Boyfriend, Please Please PLEASE stop being a paranoid little bitch. It's making it really hard to even attempt to like you. At all. Should make for an interesting weekend. I'll be sure to share all the deets with you all ASAP. :):):) Dear ?, I need a date to a wedding, any takers?? Just call my cell and we'll hook it up, like "The Wedding Date" Dermot Mulroney I am waiting for you. :):):) Dear Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros, CANNOT WAIT TO SEE YOU!!! SO PSYCHED. (Hopefully my sister and I's relationship will survive this tumultuous weekend. *crosses fingers*) :):):) Dear Self, Please stop being an old person and stay up past 11pm, some this coming week. Cause its just sad. Really sad. :):):)

And that's a good update on my life, I think. I will trytrytry to be better with it, but I literally come home, eat, work out and then fall asleep to TV. Can't find the energy to pick up my computer. But I will be better. Swears.

Some Changes Around Here

<-- Cartilage Bling

<--Y DEAR BANGS, I am slowly getting used to you, and to the rest of my hair: you were this (-) close to being chopped off. But I didnt do it. YET. Y DEAR CAR, you drive so wonderfully. i love you. we're gonna be bestest friends this summer again, cause you take me to where all of my loves are. and stylishly too ;) Y DEAR H&M, I love my new dresses for under $20, they will be so nice to play in this weekend. hehe Y DEAR KIM, Stop waking me up when you come to bed at f*#&ing early hours of the morning. I am not responsible for what I say or my actions, SleepTalkinSister.com here I come. (psst... go to SleepTalkinMan for hours of entertainment) Y DEAR TRUEBLOOD, Tomorrow I make you (season 2) mine and watch you feverishly until I can start watching Season 3 online. I cannot wait. Seems like it ended eons ago. Y DEAR CHUCK, you make me laugh, pretty please get another season? I need it. Y DEAR TUMMY, stop hurting after I feed you delicious things like ribs and chicken salad. Those are nothing to get upset about, I think you should count yourself lucky to be digesting such scrumptious meals. So knock it off. Y DEAR DIET COKE, you officially (just about) make up more of my blood than RBCs. You make life worth living and thank goodness I can get back to my habit of having 3(+/-) daily. yessssssss Y DEAR FAT LADY DOG, we are working on your fatness, but stop letting Grandma feed you, she needs that food waaaaaay more than you do porker. Also hop on that tredmill ladybird, someone will gladly turn it on for you :)

Home is not all it's cracked up to be...

Dear room, I miss you already, Scott's bed with Kim is not cutting it. @ Dear baby blue beautiful Mazda, I PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE I will drive you tomorrow. I have missed you. Swears. @ Dear boyfriend, I don't like it when your phone dies, so charge it. @ Dear Lemila, CONGRATS on moving in, hope it went smoothly, and I don't know if I've mentioned this but I CANNOT wait to come see. Expect me Friday, but if life here at home continues this way I might have to come Thursday; seriously guys I can't handle it. So there you go, if you read this, from you're wi-fi Wendy's or Matt's apartment (I hear the guy has free wi-fi, lucky bastard <-- and this is why I need to quit facebook) @ @ Dear FaceBook, stop being so addicting and let me quit you. @ Dear Pasta-Sauce-From-Dinner, I made you from scratch and what do I get? A burned wrist and boob? Thanks a lot. Last time I do that. @ Dear Work, I can't wait to start you, don't be too rough on me, but I need the $ and the distraction. @ Dear Nose, let me pierce you and be happy with it, the 'rents basically said ok so you should too. Now get with it. (TOMORROW, hopefully). @ Dear SJP, Thank goodness you got that mole removed. Just saw you in Failure to Launch and that thing is a monstrosity. @ Dear Zooey, I would continue to give anything, even my boobs too look like you, you. are. stunning. @ Dear Readers, (hehe best frands I mean :) ) What do you think of me getting bangs? I need a change, while still trying to grow out the overall length, so I think straight across yet longer bangs might do the trick. Please weigh in. @ Dear Tattoos, I want another (230473290847) but I think I am running out of places to put (hide) them.

Lights Are On But Nobody's Home...except here I am

Dear home, it is good to be here, but very stressful due to all the "broken" people residing here. ** Dear unpacking, you will get done.....eventually. ** Dear BudLight Lime, I've missed you so, props to me for leaving some in the fridge. ** Dear Mom, no i am not an alcoholic. I promise. ** Dear Friends, should we start an inbox soon? I think yes. ** Dear Dad, thanks for finally putting wireless in our house. It's an amazing thing, no? ** Dear Oxygen, there was nothing I wanted more than to unpack to Sweet Home Alabama. Sweeeet. **Dear Self, NEVER EVER go to the movie theatre in the mall. On a Friday. Or Ever. It is not worth wanting to punch teeny boppers in the face. UGH. and "Letters to Juliet" was....eh. THANK GOD that there was a TWILIGHT preview. I almost WASTED AWAY not seeing anything about it. ** Dear Beautiful Baby Mazda, I promise to drive you tomorrow. ** Dear Loop, I will be visiting you shortly to have you mutilate my body ;) hehe ** Dear classmates/school-mates, please stop getting engaged. It's really starting to freak me out. k thanks. ** OH! And last but definitely not least; Dear Joshua, you found my camera! and for that I guess I like you because now I have proof of "we got what they call that sloooope" I don't know when I'll get my camera, but at least it has been recovered. YES! SO EXCITED!

It is good to be home. But I think part of that is the not working yet, and knowing I will be heading out to Chi-Town in a mere 6 days now. Annnnnndddd goodnight. Maybe I'll get creative tomorrow, Maybe not. We'll see. Love you all

Dear rain, go away. I want my last days here sunny.

Dear finals, you can suck it. I have one more left (technically two, but its a take-home and I need to stop avoiding it). then its time to pack, but I can't bear to take our room apart. I have loved it so much, I don't want to have to change a thing, but next year will be grand as well.

Dear MarioKart, Joshua and I have rekindled our love for you. Thanks for being such a fun distraction/break from studying. You're really fun....when I win :)

Dear Lem, so glad you're back. missed you tons.

Dear Em, still love your haircut. hehe

and Dear Kval, you're the best roomie one could ask for, this year has been magical.

Last but not least: dear bed, I can't avoid you any longer, here I come. nap time!

PS friends- Los Martinez tonight? please. $2 margaritas, need I say more, really?? k good :)

Finals Begin Again

Dear eurociv, Gooooooodbye. I totally rocked my final. mostly. well at least I have one done. Dear VH1, thank you for starting your first of five hour of Undateable right when I get back, so I can enjoy all of your trashy goodness. Dear P.S. I Love You, I treated you so well, why did you leave me? I need you in my life pronto, please and thank you. Dear weather, please warm up. that is all. Dear DPC, I cannot wait for your concert tonight. AHHHH!!!!! Love singers! Dear packing, do yourself? awesome. Dear home, please be ready for me to come back, cause I am. And then more excited for the trip to Chicago the next weekend!!!! Dear lunch I am about to eat, please be delicious and satisfying.

Peace.

<-- is missing so this is my face:

Just Some Thoughts Before I Sleep

Dear everyone who is anyone,

I am going to make a list of things I'm into, thanks Kval, and tagging Lemila to do the same. So here it goes:

1. Watching Glee and drinking beer, and getting made fun of by my roommate. I can't handle singing boys, they get me every time.

2. Kahlua, and ZombieLand, but only watching approx. 15 minutes of it before passing out- I love sleep.

3. Last day of classes! Last class ever. this semester. Chocolate milk and doughnuts in said last class. Love Rex.

4. Diet Coke. Nothing else needs to be said.

5. BLOGGING (still addicted)

6. Going away for a night, mini vacay anyone?

7. My friends of course

and finally

8. napping.

I'll write some letters later. zzzzz....

I'm addicted

I can't stop. Maybe this will make me a happier/nicer person. We can all hope :)

Dear KKG, I loved dinner tonight, so much so that my stomach will probably explode, but it was so delicious I couldn't even leave room for fro-yo. But your rules are strict, but important I guess. Emily is working on a protest. ha. Dear sun, thank you for coming out for the last half of the day, better than nothing. Dear boyfriend, please get a normal sleep schedule before we leave for summer break, I'd greatly appreciate catching some zzz's with you soon. (Not all of them have to be happy, my rules). Dear OTH, stop being ridiculous and Haley needs to get un-depressed RIGHT NOW. I can't handle anymore brooding, unhappy, annoying Hales. Annnnd finally for the day, dear summer, can't wait to see you, please come soon.

Now time to do some work. Greek and Roman SmyD.

First Letters

This is inspired by the blog, TodaysLetters, but I want to do my own take on it. I love the idea so here it goes:

Dear Delt-who-will-remain-anonymous, thank you for your offer to be my rebound if that becomes an option I'll be sure to keep you in mind. Dear rain, i appreciate you making me have to walk barefoot from one class to the other due to your water stealing my shoes many, many times. Dear Chi-Town, I loooove that you are holding all my bestest friends this summer, so much easier to visit everyone when they're in the same place, so THANK YOU!

I think that's enough for the first one, this is going to be fun :)